A whole bunch of rambling and mumbling

Starting a blog is a little much more complicated than I originally thought. There are so many factors that go into starting some thing like this. I feel that when I start something I am a perfectionist, I don't want to start it unless everything is just the way I would imagine it to be. Having said that, this blog is definitely not want I would like it to be. I don't even know what I would write about, maybe beauty? But it seems like everyone is writing about beauty and giving tips on how to make your eyes POP. Maybe I'll just write about my daily life, kind of like a diary.

Ha! A diary, once upon a time I had a diary, I was in the 2nd grade and I had a school girl crush on a boy named Nicholas. I was a flirty little 2nd grader, our desks were attached to each other for science class, when ever he said something I thought was funny I would laugh and rest my head on his shoulder, ha! Anyway back to my diary story, I kept my diary in my pillow so one day I go into my parents room and my brother was reading to my parents out loud my diary. Now as a 2nd grader I didn't have much to hide but that really did traumatize me. My dad yelled at me for liking a boy, and my mom and brother ridiculed me for days. I have never kept a diary since, and I'm not able to speak to my dad about a lot of things. Funny how parents tease a child about something but it ends up affecting the child negatively at that moment or even later on in life.

Moral of this ramble is never tease a child about something so minuscule and then make it so big that it upsets the child.

~Cynthia x3